I´ve decided to create this blog in my name as a photographic artist. These past months I´ve felt an urge to express myself and my thoughts around the photographic world. There´s one particular reson for this: I have a problem with my arms hurting.
This started in november last year. When I look back, it´s no wonder that my arms started hurting. I edited pictures every day for two months. I often sat in front of my computer for 14 hours / day. I never thought about taking breaks or working out in between. I soon started to feel that my arms started to hurt.
Because of this problem, I can no longer sit in front of my computer and edit pictures. I still do it, but I try to take breaks and never sit too long.
To be honest, this makes me depressed. I´m in a constant worry that I no longer will be able to create all the images floating around in my head. The thought of not being able to do what I love makes me really sad. Last year I finally realised what I wanted to do: photography. I felt complete in a way that I never have before. I started to work less and gave myself all the time I could to create my images. There´s only one word to describe how this made me feel: happiness. I felt happy. I felt that life could be sweet and easy, now that I knew what I wanted to do. The only thing I wanted to do every day was create. I was so grateful to have found my true passion!
And now, here I am, everyday forcing myself not to sit down in front of my computer to edit all the unfinished pictures. Trying to reschedule my time and do what is best for my body. That´s why I felt the need to start this blog. I want to believe that this has a meaning. That there´s a point with all this. Maybe I need to think about what I´m doing, why I´m doing it, and for whom I´m doing it. This blog will be about my struggle to find the right way back to my passion.